| i STILL hate everything |
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gone...i told dani that she was obsessing over mike and how everything was about him was annoying. i kinda felt bad.. like hes all she really has.. but she has me too. i cant even hang out with her cause all we do is call mike.. and to tell yu the truth.. i still like mike.. im not even gonna lie.
some people dont know the meaning of LIVE journal...means everyone can read it....
*^ Dani`s away message.. in case yu didnt already figure it out that is in my last entry. Dani said that i lied to her.. because of that.. not wuite getting that.. i never lied to her about it. i just never told her.. i had nothing to tell her.. it was a feeling i knew i shouldnt have so i tryed to stop i guess.. if that makes sense.. i swear it only gets worse every single day. i swear will the nightmare EVER END? went to the movies and to *chuckie cheese`s with my sis and some of her friends.. that was fun until i came home to my best friend being pissed at me. sometimes i think about leaving this place and never coming back.
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| tonight, i hate everything |
[01 Nov 2004|06:22pm] |
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I hate everything - george strait |
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today was an interesting day.. i didnt feel like seeing anyone and to make it even worse we had that gay lock down thing led to sitting in 2nd hour (my least favorite) for like 426572135 hours.. not happy. On top of this i honestly hated everything today.. every little thing anyone did. So i have decided that i want to go to school in CHina. since no one knows my bro and sis there.. ya know its only been getting worse going to school with them again. my friends like hanging out with them more than me.. take Charlotte for instinse.. she makes up excuses to not hang out with me (sad i know) but then goes and partys with my sister. dont yu think that would make yu mad? Then theres jessie who says hey kelly i want to go to that party with yu and when i say uhm no she freaks out and is like why. DOES SHE HONESTLY HAVE TO ASK THAT FUCKING QUESTON? thats my sister last time i checked she had her own friends, her own age.. and last time i checked YU WERE MY FRIEND!.. thats why. uhhhhhhhhhhhh, i told dani that she was obsessing over mike and how everything was about him was annoying. i kinda felt bad.. like hes all she really has.. but she has me too. i cant even hang out with her cause all we do is call mike.. and to tell yu the truth.. i still like mike.. im not even gonna lie. SO thats my life in a nut shell. Not all that exciting. Brooke and sara spent the night.. that was great they crack me the hell up. My brother made me cry the other day.. ok so i IM steph. (MY FRIEND) and he tells me shes not yur friend dont IM her god what are yu doing.. yu play volleyball with her, shes yur team mate.. not yur friend.. totally broke down after that.. and idk why. oh well not much else to say. x0
x3 D. Ann
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Brooke and Sara are herr. Ill write more later.
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| nothing to write about |
[09 Oct 2004|03:53pm] |
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there is nothing to write about so i will keep this short...
- dont know if i wanna go to homecoming
- i still like someone that someone else still has.. which sucks for me, and i still will never be able to forgive this someone who chose this certain guy over me. (if that makes sense)
- Last night was friday and i had the WORST head ache ever.. so tonight im going to go out and make up for last night.
im gonna go now.. peace out trojan lovers.
Xo. Dana A.
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[01 Oct 2004|09:07pm] |
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This past week has been pretty busy.. sorry i havent updated in a lil while. Lost both of our volleyball games which now makes us 8 - 3. Not that bad but we could have beaten both of the teams. Things are getting better... my coach has noticed and attitude adjustment and so have i. Nothing new at all... my mom,bro, and sis went to San Diego.. i was invited to go with them but i didnt want to miss my game or school. So on this friday night i hung out with my dad.. sounds dorky and gay and boring but it wasnt that bad.. we went out to our favorite pizza resturaunt and then we rented a scary movie and came home and watched it. We were both shitting our pants.. i dont remember what the movie was called otherwise i would tell yu. Hmm.. called brooke.. she was babysitting and the kids were freakin screaming so i couldnt hear shit. So sara got online and brookes comp is retarded so i talked to her for like 2 minutes. I want brooke to spend the night and go babysitting with me tomorrow.. it was our old tradition that whenever i babysat for this lady i would bring brooke because we really liked these kids.. im hoping she will want to come.. sometimes i feel like she doesnt care that we dont talk anymore. Even though i miss her all the time.. not much else to say. Peace out.. good luck varsity football! :)
x3. Dana A.
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| is anything worth it? |
[25 Sep 2004|08:06pm] |
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So... things are getting pretty intense AGAIN. Volleyball isnt great anymore at all. In fact, Friday i had a total breakdown at practice and freaked out and left. Yes, that is what im best at lately, running away from things. Hmm, everyone on volleyball loves to talk behind my back.. if only people would have the balls to say it to my face. Whatever if i get one more eye-roll i will freakin kill someone. Missy isnt on my best side right now. She has been the worst team captain i have ever had in my entire life... she adds alot of drama to the team.. which im not liking too much right now. I love how she tells coach Tudzin everything about me before she even trys to be my friend and figure out if there is a reason im acting this way.. shows how much she means to me. Whatever.. last night me, Tiff, Ashlee, and Jess hung out with Kendall. Hes so cute. Then we all spent the night at Tiff`s house. Tiff and Ash freakin fist fought for like 30 minutes.. it was the hardest i have laughed in a while.. me and Jess just sat there and watched. Not much else to say.. havent hung out with Charlotte in a while.. kinda sucks. Im thinking about cutting my hair to shoulders length. Tell me what yall think. Peace Out trojan Lovers.
.x3. Dana
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| sundays- such a drag |
[19 Sep 2004|07:37pm] |
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Sundays are so incredibly boring. I woke up at 9 am to get tutored.. my parents are so dumb. they think that because my math grade isnt an A that i need a tutor.. it was the gayest thing ever. At 12 my mom left to go to a funeral and my dad and bro are in vegas and my sis was at work.. so pretty much i was home by myself. Normally i dont mind it but wow, the whole rainy scene and shit was kinda creepy. it was the most boring thing ever! So pretty much my computer was my best friend today. Nothing exciting happened.. talked to Jess on the phone for like honestly 3 hours. We were in the hysterical type of mood. everything we said was like freakin hilarious.. even if it was ok. It was great. Talked to Charlotte after that.. she fell on her ass at the mall and her knee and elbow were bleeding all over. I would have payed money to see that. Sick of babbling. Lots of Love.
*- D. Ann
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| things are looking up. |
[18 Sep 2004|12:00pm] |
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Wow.. these last 2 weeks have been freakin awesome! Me and Char havent been fighting and me and Jess are cool. Everything is just looking up. My coach and varsitys coach told me that if anyone else hears me talking about my team-mates or if i keep my atitude up then i will be benched for the rest of the year. That kinda sucks but this week i loosened up and my atitude has gotten way better. My team captains told me they noticed but im not sure if my coach has. So i think im doing good there. Last night went to Dr with Dani,Jess,Christina,Grady,Stephen,Mike,Ryan,Arielle. That was flippin fun. We spent $50 at islands when we didnt even really buy anything. When jess and ari went to the bathroom we put a shit load of salt in their drinks.. then when they came back Ryan asked Ari if she wanted to have a chugging contest with him. She fell for it and was gagging once she had tasted it. I almost pissed my pants.. it was so freakin funny. Then she put ranch in Ryans drink and he still drank it. kinda yucky. Me and Ariel have been talking.. shes really cool.. me and her are going to hang out soon (we hope). She was a bit buzzed last night.. it was quite funny. Lol.Talked to Missy last night on the phone once i got home.. we talked bout stephen.. lol. Well there isnt much else to say loves. PeAcE oUt
*Dana A.
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| hey sluts! |
[11 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
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talking to brooke on the phone.. its great to talk to her again.. im hoping we will hang out soon. its weird not talking to her like weekly.. she was the best friend i ever had. she never let me down or anything. i honestly think she is the one person i cant trust to tell her .anything. and .everything. but anywho.. hopefully we will keep in touch from now on. anyways.. im grounded but my mom has decided to be nice and let me on the comp. me and jess got in a huge fight and i feel like it changed things somehow.. idk its weird. but im sorry that i ever got in a fight with her.. i honestly had no reason too.. and even though she said and did some pretty fucked up things.. i forgave her cause i love her! and another thing is that jess never says sorry.. like yu say sorry to her or yu guys fight forever.. and she said sorry to me.. shows me she knows she f*ed up. But yeah.. i dont think i fought with char this week.. shes been having other problems i guess.. i dont want to put anything else on her shoulders.. and she has been helping me through some rough things right now.. gosh i love that slut.. lol.. joke. anyways not much else to say. Missy has been there for me through everything.. i love her with all my freakin heart! well im gonna go now. peace out.
*- Trust has no meaning to me anymore -*
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[05 Sep 2004|09:01pm] |
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how far - martina mcbride |
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well after i decided to get all mad at charlotte.. i went and hung out with her. heh im cool like that. i found out that there have been things goin on that are bothering and hurting her that she hasnt been telling me. makes me feel sad. going over to tabby`s house today made me realize that mine and her relationship is nothing compared to what they have. they know eachother so well.. and its like together they make one. (if that makes sense) made me feel kinda like i want that. i thought me and char had this great relationship and then i realized that tabby comes before me. idk may seem like im rambling or something but it just hit me.. that i dont even come close to her (tabby). i feel like an outsider walking next to them. wow, isnt life wonderful? lately, i feel like i dont even know who i am anymore.. let alone who the people around me are. i mean someone who i thought was my great friend i realized that they are a backstabbing do anything to impress yu at the moment kinda person. i mean they will be yur best friend in front of yu and then yur worst enemy behind yur back. i wont mention names to protect the innocent, but its just like wow.. to think this person could be so cold. my mind hurts from thinking. talk to yall later.
- D. Ann
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